St3phani3's Closet

Open the door and step into my closet. A roomful of my feelings and emotions.

Tuesday, July 20, 2004

Back Again! Hee. =)
 

So...! yeah im sorta trying to get back to the momentum of school-life-home-bf-work. heh. trying hard to manage all of them and not suffer a breakdown or let one affect the other. tough man. well.. let's first talk abt school. hmm... its been 4 weeks and i must say, IM STRUGGLING! fuck. yeah, im struggling. my timetable is really draining. by midweek, i'd be half dead. not to even mention friday being the last day, i would be literally dead, in mind and soul... body barely surviving. the current count for the number of assignments to be done and due soon is 4 -

  1. media research methods: literature review,
  2. advertising: ad analysis,
  3. radio production 1: 3 min capsule, and lastly,
  4. media management project assignment.

for numbers 1 and 3, they r due next week. *gasp* haha. i havent even started on them. i know i know.. i better get started soon or else im really dead. so yeah, looks like i wont be going home anytime early these days.

oh yeah, sharon left for aussie already. sent her off. felt bad that i didnt get her anything. was completely flat broke. kaput broke. surprisingly i didnt cry. unlike then when i went to send anh off... i practically cried my eyes till they were red n puffy and i didnt stop even after she went into the belt. its sad to see friends leave.. not to even say best friends.. -sigh- especially when come next year.. when halim leaves for tasmania.. ALL of my best friends would be there. and i'd be alone here.. yes i will have hanizah and she's my bestest girlfriend! we're

oh well, im doing my research on further studies. yes, i might be leaving too, dont know where to yet but i want to get my bachelor's. currently, im thinking of applying to SFU(simon fraser university) in vancouver canada. u know something? the aussie dollar has gone up. now.. canadian dollar is smaller than the aussie dollar. cool huh? heh. so for poor people like me.. we'd have to go to canada to study.. cos its cheaper. :P anyways, back to SFU, i wanna apply to the school of communication and get a bachelor's degree in applied sciences, which is mass comm la. lol.

hmmm.. wat else is there to update? hmmm.. *thinks* alex my british friend was in town for awhile and we met up with cam, charmain and some peeps i dont know. was short i guess. pressed for time.. loads of stuff to do in very little time.

OH YEAH! i was on MC today. though i was in school for a short while, i went to the polyclinic and got an mc. not really feeling too good.

fucking shit. just got informed tat i would be staying in school to do project till rather late tmrw. fuck. school is becoming home to me. did i mention that im beginning to hate some ppl in my class? dont want to mention names but yes im really beginning to get fucking pissed off with the things tat they do or say.

oh well, anyways.. i gtg now.. class at 11am and still need to stay in school for project till late.. bleh.

Friday, July 16, 2004

Been awhile...
 
Yes i know, its been almost a month since i last blogged and im guilty of being lazy. but thats not all, school started for most as all of u would know. and each week is so exhausting. come friday everyweek, i'd be so tired and restless. though i finish school at 2pm on fridays and would love to head out and do something.. but then my tired body and restless mind would tell me to go home and catch up on sleep. funny..
 
the whole school momentum hasnt hit me yet. i know there are loads to do and deadlines to meet but i havent really gotten to doing them. -sigh-
 
anyways, some updates..

  1. i got back together with jon (AGAIN)
  2. i secured my internship with APB
  3. nick and i are not really talking
  4. anil(former bf) and i r pretty close friends now
  5. my bitch of a boss still owes me my pay
  6. sharon is leaving for aus today
  7. halim is going for his op on the 26th.

okok.. sorry but this would be a short entry. cos im heading to jon's house right now.. his house is nearer to the airport and sharon is leaving in the morning.. i'll be heading to the airport from his house.. so i'll blog soon? heh :)