hmm.. wat's there to update? today is chinese new year eve. was supposed to go to changi green.. relative's place for reunion dinner. but bitch of a sister stole my 30 bucks which i borrowed from my mom. i was intending to grab a cab to changi.. but no money no nothing, so i am stuck at home.. my own reunion dinner was rice with fried chicken pieces and egg. quite pathetic eh?

*sigh* probably missing out on all the angbaos. fuck. damn irritated.

its a thursday today.. havent been posting in a long long while. so many things to update. so little time.
maybe i shoudl start with the selina issue.. which was soo long time ago. it was all over a guy.. which is damn stupid.. all along i've always tot that selina likes this guy called anil(not my ex) and then okay.. one friday we were at hendrix.. and there's this guy called rory who was there.. he is vanessa and victoria's brother. both of us coincidentally asked him to dance with us.. and he did.. but later.. it happens that rory was dancing with me and not with selina.. but the thing is that rory and i werent dancing alone. we were dancing with sharina. then suddenly, sharina asks me if i knew that selina likes rory. i was shocked and the next thing i know.. selina's cousin bohan, comes up to me and drags me out of hendrix, sits me down at coffee bean and starts saying that i stole selina's guy again for the second time and keep making her cry. i was like wtf? so indirectly, he was calling me a slut. i was like furious cos i did NOT steal guys from selina. she's my good friend.. i dont do such shit to others, let alone my friends. i told rory abt it and he was soo apologetic.. but its not his fault anyways. so since then.. selina and i dont talk. then the next two weeks, everytime bohan sees me, he'd call me a slut. and everytime he says that, selina would just be standing there. so one fine thursday.. i was there with alex, anna, charmain, diana and joel.. bohan called me a slut again and i got so pissed off. i went up to him and said, 'if im a slut, what does it make u? a manwhore?' and he replied me and said, 'yeah im a manwhore'. i was so fucking pissed off. then anna asked me wat was wrong and i told her everything... she then asked me to point out who bohan was.. i was reluctant at first.. but then later i did. i was on my way home.. then suddenly.. anna came running out of hendrix asking me to run too. i was like wtf? and she said she punched him in the face. i was beyond words... after that.. like a couple of days or a week later.. selina came to talk to me. she gave me a lecture.. for asking my friend to do the dirty business for me. but the shit is that i didnt! then she kept swearing at me.. saying that it is my fault and that it is none of anna's fucking business to get herself involved.. then when i argued.. saying that it is none bohan's business either.. and what's his problem for calling me a slut? she said that she didnt know that bohan was calling me a slut all the while and that she scolded for that.. but the thing is.. selina was always around when bohan called me a slut. she also said that bohan did that cos he was defending her.. but then i rebuked.. anna was defending me too..
she just refused to listen.. and i just put her on ignore. i havent talked to her ever since.
and just last night, at hendrix.. she and bohan was there. i just treated as though she didnt exist. likewise in her case.