Goodness.. i havent posted in more than a month.. shucks.. i guess ive been pretty occupied with looking for a job and stuff like that. hopefully i'd get the airlines customer service job thingy.. and money wouldnt be an issue anymore. Besides that.. there really isnt much going on.. cept that there r a couple of new guys in my life.. like Jasdeep and Jeevz.. whom i got to know cos of Jonathan, not forgetting Harpreet, Kumz, Munz and etc. Well.. ive been going to Hendrix alot. A little too much.. thats why this week im staying home. Today is Thursday and i havent really been out for the past four days. which is good.

been broke too, wat to do? i dont have a job and mom aint giving me allowance. oh yeah.. i wrote a new poem.. going to put it up unto writings on the wall..
guess wat.. last week was a really bad week. bumped into Jinder and his gf.. some background on Jinder.. guy i've been dating.. though i know that he has a gf. i have no intention of breaking them up and he has no intention of breaking up with his gf either. so i guess its alright. Besides that, a few days before i bumped into Jinder, I bumped into my ex-bf Anil. i was walking along orchard with Selina.. at lucky plaza.. he was just on my mind when i suddenly looked up and saw him. he was right in front of me and i called out to him.. odd that i did. we hugged and he asked if i changed my mobile number.. it is just that i changed back to my old number. yeah.. anyways, he asked for my number and i gave it to him.. said bye to him and continued walking with Selina to meet Siva.

I was having dinner with Selina and Siva when Anil called.. he asked me where i was and i told him i was having dinner at Far East Plaza. He told me that he was at scotts and that he was walking towards Far East and he asked me if i wanted to meet up with him for awhile and catch up with him. i asked him why.. and he said he wanted to catch up.. so i said ok.. he came to meet me and it seems that automatically, he'd just put his hands around my waist like he used to. but the worst part came when we made out. i knew we shouldnt have and i knew that i shouldnt have let him.. but i dont know.. i dont know wat made me say yes.. i guess seeing him brought back all the feelings that i had for him. i felt really horrible after that.. *sigh*

anyways, Fran is in town, Fitzy's gf. Fitzy is a brother like figure whom i used to sort of have a crush on him. Fitzy was in town not too long back.. but i just missed him... oh well. Fran and i talked on the phone the other night for hours.. i really enjoyed talking to her.. she's really wonderful.. i can tell why fitzy is so head over heels in love with her. but it is also thru Fran that i found out alot of stuff about Fitzy.. :)

in this month, i also called Chris, Chris Baker from Texas USA. the guy who was at my House party back last Feb. he's cute and he's really nice.. we had a really great talk over the phone. im so going to die cos of the long-distance call expenses.. what's most important now is to get money to cover all of my expenses.

i guess this is a quick summary of what happened in the month.. oh yeah.. im ok with darsh now already i guess. im waiting to receive the documentations of the job thingy in SoundJuice Australia. i hope it'd be good and successful, then i'd be moving to Sydney.. im going to end here now.. will try to post more often.. bye!