Oops. Im in trouble.

Guess what? the goody goody two shoes of the old times (according to old classmates) is now in trouble with the school. its been 5 weeks into school and guess what? im in trouble cos of attendance. ive been cutting school. yeah... yeah.. i know.. its a stupid thing to get into trouble for. my advisor called my home and spoke to my mom... and yes, i got screwed over for it. mom said that the advisor said that i missed like wat 11 days of school? im like wtf? cant be! no matter how i calculate, i still dont get 11 days. max is 8. yes i also know.. its still alot.

whatever it is, im now on the chopping board. i guess i would be seeing my advisor tmrw for the verdict.

another thing, ive gone back into a relationship. things are not too bad. still smooth.. less fights and stuff.. taking things slowly and less serious.

dil is back in singapore.. well.. he was for awhile.. now he is in malaysia.. he might be going to aus for a week or so.. then come back to singapore... spend another week and then head back to the states.

christmas eve was good. i thought i was going to spend it alone but dil called me up. i was surprised! he asked me what i was doing for christmas eve and i told him i was broke, single(then) and i was not doing anything. then he told me he was going to chinablack with his friends and sharing a 3 litre bottle of johnny walker. and he asked me if i wanted to join him. the bottle costs 900 bucks and he said each person was to pay 90 bucks. i told him i dont have the money.. if i did.. i would love to go.. then he informed me that cover charge is 45 bucks that night. i was like... dude.. i dont even have 2 bucks and u want me to come up with 45? hhahaha. turned him down and he said that if i changed my mind.. to call him.

next thing i know.. 5 minutes later, dil calls me back and tells me this. "steph, tell u what.. i'll pay for you and you come along okay? just come and have fun. its just really sad and horrible of me to let u spend christmas eve all alone by yourself. what do you say?"

then i met dil and his friend weishu at far east. went to shoot some pool and went to meet the other friends of his at chinablack. it turned out that it was not johnny walker. it was a 3 litre bottle of martell. not my favourite at all. but then again, beggars cant be choosers.

had tons of fun and all that thanks to dil.. he's such a wonderful fella. known him for 2 years plus and we've been thru alot. ive tried my best to be there whenever he needed a friend and he's been there for me too.. in the old times.. before he flew off to the states for studies.

clubbed alot since he came back. went to chinablack twice in a week. bad man.. not that i paid for anything but i feel bad la.

anyways.. im gonna stop here. i cant seem to get my mind off the verdict tmrw.. it scares me... another problem that i have created for myself.

the cumulative effects of my evil doings.