St3phani3's Closet

Open the door and step into my closet. A roomful of my feelings and emotions.

Saturday, November 02, 2002

oh yeah... i forgot to add.. i kissed 4 girls on the cheeks.. not in the greeting kind of way.. hmm.. my lesbian tendencies seem to be on the high. i dirtydanced with this girl called joyce.. she's a really good dancer. and i realised that alot of the guys around the pool table that we were dancing at.. were all staring at us dancing.. they had this kinky and interested look in their eyes. but i think some of them were actually wondering if we were really lesbians.. but honestly.. im not. cos im not interested in girls.. i have what they have so i dont see a point in being lesbian. :P

hey. not a very good day today.. in fact, it's been a really boring saturday.. last night's clubbing was alright.. but it was kinda boring.. cos it was like damn crowded.. so little space to dance. alot of people i knew were there too.. Camellia, charmain, selina, jen, darrell, james, solomon, varian, suko, sharina, vanessa, erika, joyce, mark, jasper, david... selina and i left at about 2:15.. and i got home at about 2:30.. took a shower and got online for awhile before i went to bed.

was awoken really early cos darsh called.. at 10:35am.. i was intending to wake up at like noon. but then he called.. argh. nevermind.. i still got to talk to him for abit.. since he doesnt really call much. havent seen him in awhile as well..
after that, i made breakfast, my ham and egg sandwiches.. 2 of them.. it was delicious!! plus milk of course. =)

then stayed online as usual for awhile.. went to watch tv.. and then went back to bed. and slept till like four. lol.. woke up at 4 then went to take a bath.. really nice bath.. :) hahaha.. i had a kinky dream.. dreamt of a cute guy and .... u should be able to know wat happened in the dream.. lol

oh yeah, and i found out that seventeen has sufficient interns. so iguess i have to look elsewhere. but my last day with CLEO is next friday and i'd prolly go clubbing next friday as well. lol..

well.. my blog is much more alive now that i have 3 blogs.. but i guess i need to learn how to figure to put up pix.. yeah.. i want to put pics and make it more interesting.. maybe start a blog of the guys that i date.. then add their pics.. lol..

crazy me.. nothing new i guess. ok.. i'll stop here now.. and play pool with Rammie. :P

Friday, November 01, 2002

hmm.. times flies, i've been working for CLEO for almost a month already. i love my job and everything that is in it. though it is alot of running around and work to do, but i'm happy cos i realised that it is my passion. i love every single bit of it. but due to my financial problems, i cant stay. i have to go out to look for a job that pays me. i have bills to pay and i need the cash to survive. god! if only CLEO paid me. oh well, it doesn't mean that i wouldn't be able to come back to CLEO and continue. or u know what? i found out that seventeen editorial pays their interns allowance, so maybe i'd give that a shot. :) it'd still be the same work wouldn't it?

its friday and it would be a long weekend ahead with deepavali on sunday and monday being a public holiday. work as usual on tuesday. i have alot of things to do this weekend, have to go source for stuff needed for a photoshoot that is due on tuesday, then come up with a list of stuff for jan's smart report. and my 'what's on' article is due on tuesday as well.. plus the 'eat out' hotplate column.. i need to go find a place that sells cheap and good food.

busy busy busy... among all those things i have to get done, i still have to look for a job. *sigh* i hope i can join charles(a guy i just got to know... he is 22 and he is earning more than 2k a month.) in the firm he is working for. hopefully i will get to meet him tmrw.

anyways, i met Jinder last night for a movie. watched ballistic starring antonio banderas and lucy liu. crap movie i tell u.. it is really bad, believe me... horrible story plot they've got. yuck! but it was a nice date =P.. we were making out in the theatre.. him tantalizing me by leaving kisses all over my neck and my shoulder. hehe. okay! too much info there. *laughs*

and tonight, im going clubbing!! :) hopefully it would be good and hopefully i will get to meet randall there. but one thing is for sure. im meeting Varian to get his pics for my street interview. hehehehe. he's a hottie but he's attached to my darling gf Atsuko. she's cute and he's hot so i think they are really compatible. :)

hmm.. i've got alot to update cos i haven't really posted a full blown blog for sometime already. i will post up my poems soon.. in the other blog.. writings on the wall.. :) for now... i'll just go poof!