went to the esplanade on thursday night for my job briefing as a part-time usher. training begins in may and ends in june. which only means that i start work only in july, and would only get paid at the end of july. pay that is good, work hours that only begin at 6pm. wat more can i ask for? =) and after my briefing and registration for my traning, i met up with axxx and jon. since jon is working at the esplanade too and axxx was looking for company and works at shenton way. so she came to meet me at the esplanade. was nice meeting an old friend.

anyways, i didnt mention that jon and i are like going thru this 'no-fights, no-arguments, no talk abt relationship' week. it started on wed and ends next monday or whenever his off day is. then on his off day we would go seek a mediator to solve our issues. cos we just cant have the two of us sit down and settle them, we'd just end up fighting. even worse than wat we began with. then after the mediation, it is either we stay together or we go separate ways. but we dont know the outcome now, only after the mediation. the mediation would be done by venessa, his distant cousin and my good friend. venessa is impartial and she knows everything that is going on btwn us. best thing abt getting her to mediate is that she really doesnt take sides.

but tat is not all. we already broke the 'no-fights, no-arguments, no talk abt relationship' thingy. we just argued last nite. i was pissed off cos he told me that on his off day, he might only be able to meet me in the evening. cos he has to attend the foodasia fest thingy. im fine with him going for the foodasia thingy, but i can almost be sure that he wouldnt be meeting me in the evening. dont ask me why. he is just like that. so how r we going to have that mediation thingy? i know that he would end up telling me that he's going to meet his friends after the foodasia thingy, or that he would be hanging out with his colleagues after that. or even better, he'd tell me that it is his off day and he can do anything with it. and that he is tired and he would go home and sleep.

how can i not be pissed off? his words r like super unreliable. day one say this, day two say another.