FUCk
i forgot to post and publish my last blog. just closed the window. i really cant remember wat i actually put. maybe a lil bit. prolly the bit on how fucking depressed and upset i was. cos i realised that ever since i got together with jon, i dont laugh as much as i did before. that i miss my friends, that i feel left out and that i havent really been able to do my own stuff and not be with jon that much.
but all of that is over. not that it is completely over but i managed to sort things out in myself and have made it a point to come home more often so that i have more time for me and myself. as well as my friends.