Urgh...
my heading very much explains how im feeling now i guess. ok i guess i failed terribly to upload spongebob's pic. oh yeah. too bad i guess. ppl who want to know wat spongebob is like, can either tune in to channel 32 on nickelodeon, on starhub cabletv. other than that, the other alternative is to go to http://www.nick.com/all_nick/tv_supersites/display_show.jhtml?show_id=spo

but i do have to warn u, once u start watching spongebob, u might just get addicted to it like i did. wah lao eh. just got informed today that i have like 4 projects man. fuck fuck fuck fuck. one fuck for each project. hmm good idea. lol.

oh yeah, jon's cousins, nieces and nephews came down from holland already. they arrived yesterday, still havent met them. kinda got this fear of meeting them or something. though i have already met his mom, dad, sis and brother-in-law, as well as ben, his cousin from australia. but this time around, im not so sure anymore. keep having the feeling that they would eat me up or something, or even something worse like disapproving me and jon being together. *gasp* i think im thinking too much. maybe i should stop being paranoid for awhile.

was supposed to go out for dinner at chomp chomp with jon and his relatives but it was getting really late and i have PE at 8am tmrw. so i said another time... jon wanted me to go, cos he said that his cousin Rita wants to meet me, his gf. then i was really surprised cos how did she know abt me? then jon said dunno. prolly his sister or his parents told her abt me. but the thing is.... she just got here yesterday! now i really have to meet her already. urgh. im freaking out again.

his relatives would be in singapore for a month or so. they're staying at his house, so i guess that means i wont be able to stay over at all till his relatives go back to holland. and as jon would say, "that would mean no sex for a month." and while he said that, he was showing his incredibly sad puppy eyes face. i smiled and said to him, one month ok wat. wont kill u wat. =P oh yeah. just discovered this new type of rubber to use when jon and i... u know u know.... *hint* we used to use 'fetherlite', but now changed to this new one called 'close fit'. its much tighter and gives more pleasure. =P~~~~ hehehe. ok, i think all these talk should stop cos now my blog is fed to a larger audience. an audience who r younger and not that mentally corrupted(sexually driven maniac. lol). sorry nooch, sorry winnie, sorry whoever reading this under 18 or havent done the birds and the bees. lalallalalala~~~~~~

ok, im tired already, im gonna stop here. heading to bed, and maybe, if im lucky, dream of jon. god, i miss him. very very much. maybe if im lucky, i might get to see him tmrw too. his on mc today and tmrw. he finally went to a dentist. hoorah! he's gonna have to extract his wisdom tooth and fill 6 of his teeth. shocking rite? 6 rotten teeth, u know why? cos he is a freaking coke addict thats why. so now children, this tells u the moral of the story. coke is bad for ur teeth, it eats away ur teeth and it would just rot away even before ur old. heh. so dont drink coke! =P

nites y'all. -outz-