Painful day today
woke up at abt 3 plus in the afternoon, was awakened by joanne's banging on the door. joanne wanted jon to bring stuff to auntie ruby so tat auntie ruby can bring it to uncle joe. uncle joe's been admitted to Changi hospital, scheduled for a small surgery for his right thumb. heard tat they gonna put two screws in his thumb. hopefully he'd be discharged by friday or maybe even today(thursday). it was ann-marie's birthday today, joanne had a special dinner gathering for her at home. she cooked fried sambal chicken, pork ribs tofu preserved veggie soup and this other fried tofu thingy with prawns, onions, garlic and stuff in it. oh yeah, plus steamed brocolli, cauliflower, baby corn and carrots in fish marinate or something like tat. it was nice, i helped her with the preparation work and the washing of the dishes. then also helped jon(who was at the hospital) water the plants along the corridor cos uncle joe instructed him to.. other than cleaning up the fish tank.

i so wanted to stay for the gathering at jon's place but i had to go to work la. promised stephen tat i'd work for him and so i had to turn up. ann, joanne and auntie ruby asked me if i could not go to work.. i wanted not to go but i had to la. so did jon. jon had to work at chinablack today. he didnt feel like going to work either but no choice la. so we both left for work la.

we took a taxi and he dropped me off at far east plaza, from there i took a bus to work.

*sigh* work. dont really want to talk about work. work was busy. not overcrowded but it was alright. had quite a few orders and received quite abit of tips(not going to say how much, heh. secret.) and got hit on by a number of guys. odd how im not pretty and i wasnt dressed up, had my geeky glasses on and still got guys wanna ask for my number. haha. francesca(this dancer who is a customer, nice one at it, pretty too), she said im cute. cute?!

which makes me wonder why so many ppl, say that im cute. ppl like my own fiance, bernard(jon's cousin), francesca, lynn(another dancer), a few customers, my own abusive boss, the aunties n uncles at the kopitiam near work. why?! i dont get it. *note: the definition of their cute is not ugly but adorable. meaning of cute in this case, i've checked it up.
from www.dictionary.com it means:

This----: cute
adj. cut·er, cut·est

1. Delightfully pretty or dainty.
2. Obviously contrived to charm; precious: “ [He] mugs so ferociously he kills the humorit's an insufferably cute performance” (David Ansen).
3. Shrewd; clever.

Or -----: cute

\Cute\ (k[=u]t), a. [An abbrev. of acute.] Clever; sharp; shrewd; ingenious; cunning. [Colloq.]

Or -----: cute

adj 1: attractive especially by means of smallness or prettiness or quaintness; "a cute kid with pigtails"; "a cute little apartment"; "cunning kittens"; "a cunning baby" [syn: cunning] 2: obviously contrived to charm; "an insufferably precious performance"; "a child with intolerably cute mannerisms" [syn: precious]

whatever meaning you choose from its up to u, but its definitely not ugly but adorable. heh.

k, another thing which was pretty unpleasant at work was that i was abused by raj(my boss) again. for the past three days, i've been involved in his violent banter while he was drunk. he twisted my right arm to the back, choked me with his elbow lock, gave me a handshake and crunched my right hand. all of that that i choked, came close to suffocating and passing out. i tried to run away then he pulled my hair to pull me back. when i struggled and whacked him with all my might. it only made him put more pain in wherever he was hurting me. i screamed and begged for help from my colleagues and his guests. but no one helped me. i was in so much of pain that i cried. i didnt do anything wrong. but when he twisted my hand to the back, he asked me to say sorry. i had no choice but to say sorry cos every moment i take not to say sorry, he'd twist my arm harder. a guest tried to interfere, but he told his guest, 'these r my staff, u stay out of it.' worst part is tat he would give me an arm lock and ask other girls, his guests to touch my tehteh(boobs)....

the pain, the humiliation. god, it really makes me think twice about going back there to work. there's a limit to my tolerance. *sigh* my right wrist hurts. i think it is sprained.

i told jon about it. he's not very happy about it. he says that he is gonna talk to raj about it. *shrugs* other than that, nothing else much to tell. im tired. need to run some errands in the day later, need to go to the bank and verify my thumbprint and signature for my debit card, at the same time i have to go down to benetton in taka and collect my top which i bought and sent for alteration like almost a month ago. fuck man. hope its still good for collection. gonna go to bed now. can barely keep my eyes open.

still in abit of pain and shock.
urgh.
nites.