was quite pissed off yesterday. called jon twice and he didnt pick up the phone, smsed him he also didnt reply. =\ but i got to see him after work so its alrite. i was beginning to lose faith but after seeing him and spending time with him, my faith returned and deepened.

we went to newton after work with vanessa, sharifa, ryda and some folks. newton was closing.. didnt get to eat much food but its ok. went home and smsed jon, he asked me why i cared for him so much. i told him i just do, i dont know why. it just comes naturally to me i guess. im beginning to fall for him i think. yes love. love. and i pray i wont get hurt. cos sagis arethe kind where they dont really show that they care.. or should i say, they dont care much. and im a person who needs to be shown and showered with alot of love. *sigh*
i need lovvvvvvveeeeeee....

anyways, last night's work was not too bad. i had fun, was a bit high from the alcohol.. saw some beautiful people like christian. and some folks said i looked good and cute in my osh kosh b'gosh overalls and my white sportsbra, plaits and glasses. heh. =P

okay, im gonna go bathe now. meeting jon later i hope.