hmmm... been two weeks since chinese new year.. visiting was okay.. nothing much.. collected abit of cash.. returned dil his cash too. so i guess things were pretty alright. remember that time i worked full-time with thaWu bar then i quit cos mom wasnt happy abt me working there 6 days a week? now im doing part-time with them.. i get to choose when i wanna work.. but then today is valentine's day and i still have to work. im so sad. i feel lonelier than ever.

oh yeah.. last monday.. i fought with the bitch of a sister of mine. the eldest one. she attcaked me twice and she scratched me. i was just sitting by the com. just started chatting then she asked mom to take away the keyboard.. then when mom didnt. she took it herself. so i swore at her.. called her fucking bitch.. then she threatened to slap me.. then i told her i wasnt afraid of her.. so she came unto me and tried to slap me.. i blocked and struggled with her and then she scratched me. i began to bleed.. fucking painful i tell u.. started to cry cos of the pain.. then i called aresha.. asked her if i could stay over at her place.. and all the while i was on the phone, mom and that bitch was always listening in. she attacked me a second time when i was walking thru the kitchen doorway and she was in my way.. i pushed my way thru and she pushed me and tried to hit me again. i kicked her in the stomach and she was thrown for abt a metre back. heheheheheh. finally... i defended myself! :) then i packed my stuff and ran out of the house in tears. i was supposed to go to give tuition at 6:30 and 8 at thawu.. but cos i looked like fuck.. i didnt go for both.. in the end.. i went to meet the fellas.. aresha, siva, tas, jonathan, manz, kumz, harpreet at devonshire..