This is my first entry. Its a Monday already. Hmm.. I wonder if i should go over to Ben's house to pay him a visit. At the same time, Im worried that things might happen. alot of things have happened in this year. Alot of good, bad and normal things. But most of those changes required me to make important decisions. Till this very day, Im still wondering if it was a right thing to do to leave school. I dont really regret my decision but I sure do miss my friends. I miss Winnie, Jonathan, Yanzhang, Stephen, Arvind and etc.. *sigh*

Something is wrong with me. I cant sleep. Prolly cos I slept the whole sunday away. Was suppose to meet Darsh at the beach today but it was raining so it was off. Oh well.. Anyways, Darsh is a date. Been dating him for about 2 weeks already. We're totally behaving like a couple but we arent one. I guess we're just enjoying one another's company.

I think im crazy, for Im baking cookies at this hour. Its 2am and Im gonna bake cookies. Like I said.. there is really something wrong with me. Fuck it. Am I weird or am I weird?

This week is going to be really exciting. Well at least I hope it would be. Im gonna start my internship with CLEO tomorrow and I cant wait! Dont know why but Im really looking forward to it.

Vanessa's and Axxx's birthday party is this saturday and Im invited. Im still deciding whether or not I should go. Cos it's CLEO's birthday bash at Centro and I really dont wanna miss it. I dont wanna miss my gfs' birthday party too.. *sigh* I guess I would only know which one Im attending later in this week. Havent gotten them pressies either. Crap. What to buy for them?! I figured that an optical mouse would be good for Axxx.. but what do I buy for Vanessa?