The morning before school
*sigh* dont know wat to write about. currently feeling abit upset. tmrw is school. im not upset abt school, im upset abt being apart from jon.
im all excited about school and stuff but the thought abt being really busy and not being able to spend time with jon scares me. i dont want to lose him but my fear of losing him has undoubtly become my insecurity.

quite abit of stuff has been happening in this one week that i wasnt home. alex shaw, a british friend is back in singapore for a holiday, didnt know that till i bumped into him like two days ago in mohamed sultan while working. probably gonna meet up with him and the other girls and have another session of mahjong. lol. he always wins despite mahjong being an asian game.

had a movie and dinner thingy on saturday with meiyen and sharon only, supposedly. it was a sorta like farewell thingy for meiyen cos she's leaving for perth australia to further her studies for like 3-4 years. but was rudely shocked to find out the outing or gathering was not only me, meiyen and sharon. some other secondary schoolmates were asked to come along too. watched charlie's angels full throttle and i must admit, it was good, but not as good as i thought it'd be. had a kinda shallow plot and it emphazised too much on sex appeal than anything else. it made it seem like the movie was all abt being good looking and oozing sex appeal. not that the sex appeal was bad, but it was raunchy. oh yeah! =P
after the movie was dinner at NOOCH the noodle bar. freaking expensive place to eat stuff that should cost like so much lesser elsewhere. had this tsuyiki udon or something. not too bad but expensive and the service sucked. waitresses were like so stuck up and reluctant to serve customers. took some pics with the girls and blah.. im gonna miss meiyen. she's been a good friend and i miss the days we all had in secondary school.

after the whole thing, went to do a little bit of shopping with sharon, i bought three shirts, it cost me like slightly more than 50 bucks for all of them. they were loud shirts that said stuff like "got milk?", "ways to impress a girl" and "devil women". thought i'd get them for school. hehe.

after that i went home and changed and stuff. headed down to hendrix to look for my darling sweetheart jon.. then we both headed home.

oh yeah, had a bad day at work on friday. was highly irritated by this fucking bhai guy. he was with his gf and his other guy and he is and his gf were busy sucking face on the couch like nobody's business. well i couldnt be bothered to serve him so i went to do my own stuff. who knows he came up to me and ask me if there were any discounts on tequila shots and i told him no. he kept telling me tat he was a drinker and tat he drank everyday since 1994 and tat money isnt a problem. worst part was that he kept bargaining on the price of the shots. then i told him, since ur a drinker and u wanna get high, why dont u get a shot of barcardi 151(this really potent rum with 75% alcohol in it)? then he turned and asked me, wat's a barcardi 151? i was like "?!" u call urself a drinker?! u dont even know wat's a barcardi 151! sheesh. but the ultimum came when he bargained the price of the 151 and asked if he could buy half a shot of it. NO club or alcohol selling place sells half a shot of alcohol. not even zouk or centro. he got me so fed up that i shouted and said "then dont drink!" then he walked off. afterwards he tapped on my shoulder and told me that he ordered a shot of barcardi 151 and he ordered me to serve him. then, i was already so incredibly pissed off that i wanted to take my pen and stab him a million times till he dies a slow and painful death. so i went to tell lyn(colleague of mine) that i would serve him. also told her that i was flame the drink and burn a fucking hole in his throat. she was so worried.. but im not that dumb to get myself into trouble, so i asked him, do u want to burn it? it'd taste better. hahahahah.. he actually bought it and i flamed the drink. in the end, i saw his face contort in pain and looked as though as he was going to throw up, i knew i had acquired a small personal victory. lol. did i mention that he shared the shot with his friend and so each of them just took half a shot instead of one.

fuck la. just realised its really late and i have to be in school by 9:30am... better head to bed man. i'll continue my story in the afternoon or something after i get back from school.

i miss jon. for the millionth time, yes i miss him, pretty badly. *sigh* good nite.